I like the night because it feels like the pause button has been pushed and I can breathe and be. My head falls forward and I know that I need to go to bed. Tomorrow will be worse if I don't, and yet I really don't want to go to sleep. I stay up far too late and wake up too soon. Too much to do. The day is gone, wasted sleeping. I regret it every daylight, and yet every night, I am tempted to push pause once again. Another year, eyes closed and asleep.